AloneStarry eyed as we lay,Nights with you shine bright as days.Hold me close when we're alone,Your heart is my new found home.As we look at the sparkling sky,Your eyes sing me a lullaby.I gaze at you with a longing stare,A warm breeze flutters in the air.Safe inside your tight embrace,You look down and kiss my face.Then all at once you disappear,I'm cold and alone, laying here.So unexpected, and so wrong,You took away where I belong.I hear your whisper in the wind,but when I try to find you, you're gone again.
GhostsI think you're still herewith mesometimesin a smallcorner of my heartliving andbreathing andlaughingagain along with meand loving me still-and I never did believein ghosts or spiritsuntil the day you leftandI found youlingeringstilleverywhere.
Balancesee,the problem with meis thati am not good at many thingsbut loving you.and the problem with youis thatyou are good at many thingsexcept loving me.and so the issueat handis that delicate balancebetweenpulling and pushinguntil one of us falls down.
once upon a timemy heart is full of fairytalesmy mind a mess of songbirdslilacs are tangled around my feetand words around my tongue
NirvanaI was buried underneath a glacial tide.Four months of volcanic depths-fighting off demons that harbored close,and the smell of smoke flood my lungs.I swam the icy sea and heardthe mermaids singing soft.Though burn it did against raw skin,the lullaby carried me on.Awakened by the hazy dawn-soon clarity rose with the sun.My bruised eyelids opened anew,and found warmth in the clean light.
i like your bodyi like your body. curves and why-notsnaturally balanced in collapsing and unwinding.i like the thrill of twists and spinal cordspunctuated by the fear of skin-upon-skinand the shock. of something so newwith its hows and how do you do's-i like the wonder and whens in our touchrush of sparks flutter under my fingertipsbutterflies chaos and exploding hearts-i do like every part of youbones and nerves and red and blueand so how i laugh in a kisswhen you say do you like me too
Rafaelayou are everything I could ever lovebeautiful in everything you areyou radiate light from every part of youyour smiles down to your toesI never want anyone to hurt youit kills me to think of that nightwhen we cried so hardand we held each othernothing would ever be the samebecause we understand each otherwith every part of our beingto think of what he did to youI can'tand there's nothing I can sayunspoken tragediesweigh heavy on our heartsyou're interwoven into every memorythreaded through my lifelike a patchwork quiltour story so colorfulfull of life and laughterand if there's anythingin this worldI know absolutely for surewithout any trace of a doubtthere is nothing I would change.
Youyou were incandescentthe light sparkled from youin bright meteorite wavesthrough your veinsand you were so purelike vanilla and honeywe were walking down that dirt roadand the stars rained down on your headthe thunder called your nameand you ran to the seaevery chance you gotonce you said to me"don't you ever die"and I could never hearanother wordand I'd be happywe were rolling aroundin the grassy meadowthat one night in the summerand you pinned me downand kissed memy heart bloomed lilacsI looked up to the skyand swelled with joybecause in that momentI realized that you were all mineand I knew that I would neverwant anything morein my entire life